MY ADVOCACIES

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MEETING PEOPLE

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Archive for 3/1/10 - 4/1/10

what the hell happened to the students' freedom of expression?

"I'm going to find out kung naa ko student niapil ato [candle lighting ceremony] kay patay cla nako, ako mismo mag hatag sa ila ug Application for Transfer."
-Sir Matulin


I am a soon-to-be member of STAND (Student Alliance for Nationalism and Democracy). In this organization, we’re fighting for the students’ rights, especially for the right to education. And, these days, STAND was doing something to stop the administration’s plan of increasing the tuition.

Last month, I can’t remember what’s the exact date, someone texted me that there will be a candle lighting ceremony to be held outside the gates of USC-TC. Some members of the League of Filipino Students a.k.a. LFS (an organization connected to STAND) were also there.

It was a peaceful really. But because the primary reason of the tuition fee increase (TFI, as some students label it), according to the administration, is to increase the compensation of teachers, some of them gave a negative reaction to rally. That includes Sir Matulin (I don’t know his full name but he’s Russell Fernandez’ teacher in Spanish).

He said that he would surely give an Application for Transfer to those students who joined the rally. Eh? Is he that obsessed to get an increase in his salary? We do have the right, as students, to complain whenever there’s an increase in tuition fees, right? What the hell happened to the students’ freedom of expression?

I am not against or pro TFI. I am against what Sir Matulin have said. He shouldn’t do that. Can he? Will he even do that?

Remembering someone's birthday

"di jud ka true friend kay wa ka kibaw sa akong birthday"
-Frances Cuyos
Remembering someone's birthday is very important for someone like Frances Cuyos. She even uses this as a basis if you’re her true friend or not. Geez, joke na? Eh?

But remembering the birthdays of your newly-found friends is not so easy for me. Perhaps, because I don’t usually bother to ask when a person’s birthday is. If someone tells me, or if I can see on facebook, that it’s my friend’s birthday, I would greet him or her. I would even text everybody and say, “oyy, it’s Frances’ birthday greet her. Here’s her number 0923******.”

I’ve remembered Khai Arciete’s birthday because Juliet Margate told me. Khai was very happy about that. She even said she loves me [photo]. ngee! Does saying ‘Happy birthday’ to someone make that person say ‘I love you’? hhmm. Khai did, but, perhaps, other people won’t.

Anyways, it is a celebration of the day you came to be, so, it has to be remembered.

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Malapit na birthday ko! Mark your calendars… APRIL 25! GIFT ha! Thanks!

from friends to strangers? eh?


There’s this one person whom I used to treat as one of my friends. He was my classmate in high school. We’re now in college. We enrolled in the same university. For the first semester, we were in the same block section.

It was the first day of class when I saw him sitting somewhere. He was alone so I approached him and asked, “oyy, what’s your first subject?” [that moment, I didn’t know that block sections have the same class schedules..wahaha ]

“BA [business ad]”, he slowly replied. It was as if he didn’t want to respond. Like his approach was so cold and I don’t know what his reason was for acting like that. Did I do something bad? Or was it because of my lousy actions during the previous years we had in high school? Ewan. That was the first and the last conversation we had for the whole S.Y. 2009-2010.

For the rest of the school year, the two of us never really had small talks. Whenever we meet in hallways or in classrooms, we’d only stare at each other for a while,.. bang.. act like we didn’t see each other, act like we never knew each other. It’s so heartrending because he’s really been a good friend. But now, we consider ourselves as strangers.

It was February this year when our co-batchmate told me that this person promised to talk to me before the year 2010 starts [that's three months ago]. This person said that he wanted to change. And he was planning to start that change with me [he would befriend me :) ]. But that plan was never put to action. Maybe because he’s a little too shy to approach me or maybe because I’m too far that whenever he tries to reach out to me, I stay away.

My friends told me that I should do my part also. I should make friends with him. For so many times, I really tried to gather my courage and approach him but the fear of him rejecting me triumphed over me.

Ugh. So sad. I miss him.

I’ll end this blog post with a text message, “It’s sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you could barely even look at them.”

three things women can do with men

“There are three things women can do with men,
-love them,



suffer for them,


or TURN THEM INTO LITERATURE”
-Stephen Stills





Stephen's absolutely right. Some of us girls fall for boys so quickly. We allow their "sweet-talk" to get us. We easily believe in their disheartening lies. We allow them to take advantage of our feelings. But despite that fact, we still continue to love them. We even write poems and songs for them. Isn’t that being masochistic?



We give them what they want. We're always there whenever they need us. Listen to them when they’ve got problems with their GFs, and stuffs like that. But, we never asked for a love in return. Isn’t that enough to please them? to satisfy them?

UGH. Were they told by their mom not to hurt a girl’s heart? These playboys need a rehab.

**hoy IKAW! Break my friend’s heart again. And hide in a place where I could not see you ‘coz i’ll seek vengeance for my friend jud. >.<

Lovely Day by Park Shin Hye [lyrics]



Verse 1:
Salmyeosi nal ggaewojwoyo
My sunshine

Donghwa sok gongjucheoreom
nuneulgamgo
gidarilgeoyeyo


Verse 2:

Nun ddeumyeon
nae gyeote hamge hal love shot

Donghwa sok wangjacheoreom
nareulbomyeo
useojulgeojyo


Refrain 1:

Nado mollae du nuni
neoman geurigo

Ddo mollae dugeungeorin
gaseumi sorichineyo


Chorus:
I wanna love you
I wanna with you

Geudaedo neuginayo nae mameul
Naegewayo
jogeum deo dagawayo
nae mameul gajyeoyo

Everyday lovely day
maeil soksakyeo julgeyo
kaendiboda dalkoman
sarangeul julgeoyeyo


Verse 3:
Mabeome jumuneul geoleo
syallalla
Ddadeusan haetsalgateun
neoe miso
nareul deulchugin


Refrain 2:

Nado mollae gaseumi
ddo dugeungeoryeo

Du nune areutgeoryeo
ijeneun malhaebollaeyo

Chorus 2:
I wanna love you
I wanna with you

Geudaedo neuginayo nae mameul

Naegewayo
jogeum deo dagawayo
nae mameul gajyeoyo


Everyday lovely day
maeil soksakyeo julgeyo

kaendiboda dalkoman

sarangeul julgeoyeyo

Wanna love you wanna with you

Annajullaeyo
lovely day
nae mameul neuggyeobwayo

Yeongwoni hamgge hae


Rallaralla rallaralla
maeil haengbokman julgeoya
Kaendibosa dalkoman

sarangeul julgeoyeyo

Promise by A.N.Jell [lyrics]



Chorus 1:

I will promise you
du nune neoman damgo salagalgge
I will promise you
du pale neol ango salagalgge

Achime nun ddeo
jamdeun sunganggaji neo hanaman geurilgge
Saranghae i mal itjima

I Love you Forever


Verse 1:

Deoun yeoreum nale geuneuli doejulgge
bioneun nalen usani doejulgge

Geotdaga jichil ddaen jageun uijado
doejulgge
useul ddae ni gibbeum
Dubaega dwaege hamgge useulgge
nunmul heullil ddaen
sugeoni
doel neol daggajulgge


(repeat chorus)


Rap:


Uri saineun machi
Coffee and Doughnet
gatji
Nage gibbeumeul jeonhaejun neoneun nae seupyesyeol
HaruHaruga Energy
bujokadamyeon Emergency
Naege saengmyeongi buleojul dalkoman geudaee hyanggi

Maeil hana hana ggok sumgyeonoheun nae sarangeul
Hamgge haneun
naldongan modu
boyeojulggeoya


Chorus 2:


I will promise you e
odie itddeon neoman gieokhalgge
I will promise you
mwol haedo neomaneul gieokhalgge
Yeongwoni neoreul saegil i gaseumman pumgo sala galggeoya
Saranghae i mal gieokhae I love forever

Rap:


Yes A.N.GELL why here I will promise Just do it Girl
Saranghandaneunde museun mali pilyohae
GwangGwang georineun woenjjok gaseumeuro daedapalgge
One step Two step Three and Four ni gyeote cheoncheoni dagagalgge
Gidariran mal ssawi ibe samji mot ae I will take you


(repeat chorus)

Still (as ever) by A.N.Jell [lyrics and chords]


Verse 1:
D
Sarangeun anilgeorago

Bm
heoldaero anilgeorago
G
Maebeon sokyeowatjiman
Em A
naemameun jaggu neoreul bureugo
Verse 2:
D
Hangeoleum domangchyeobogo
Bm
hangeoleum mileonaebwado
G
Geureolsurok neon
Em A
naeane keojyeogago isseo

Chorus 1:
D
Geumankeum saranghanabwa
Bm
geumankeum gidarinabwa
G
Geutorok apeugehaedo
Em A
naemameun neol ddeonalsueopnabwa
D
Sarangeun hanaingabwa
Bm
naemameun byeonchiannabwa
G
Neolhyanghae jikyeoon sarang
Em A
ijeneun da malhalsu itdago

Verse 3:

D
Ddaddeutan neoe nunbichi
Bm
ddaddeutan neoe sarangeun
G Em A
Dalanalsurok naeane keojyeogago isseo

Chorus 2:
D
Geumankeum saranghanabwa
Bm
geumankeum gidarinabwa
G
Geutorok apeugehaedo
Em A
naemameun neol ddeonalsueopnabwa
D
Sarangeun hanaingabwa
Bm
naemameun byeonchiannabwa
G
Neolhyanghae jikyeoon sarang
Em A
ijeneun da malhalsu itdago
D - Bm - G - Em - A (guitar solo)
Neol saranghae

Bridge:
Bm
Ddaeroneun sarangi
Bm/Bb
hogeun nunmuli
A A/Ab
Uril himdeulgehaedo
Em
saranghae
D
saranghae
G A
Naegyeote neoman isseumyeondwae
(Pianno solo)

Chorus 3:
D
Yeojeoni saranghanabwa
Bm
yeojeoni gidarinabwa
G
Meorireul sogyeoboado
Em A (break)
gaseumeul sogilsuneun eopnabwa
D
Sarangeun hanaingabwa
Bm
naemameun byeonchiannabwa
G
Neolhyanghae jikyeoon sarang
Em A
ijeneun da malhalsu itdago
D - Bm - G - Em - A
Neol saranghae

**thanks!

-star :)

Without Words by Park Shin Hye [lyrics]


Verse 1:
Hajimal geol geuraesseo
moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom
bolsueopneun geotcheoreomneol
aye
bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo
motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye
ne sarang deutji aneulgeol




Chorus:
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha
neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga



Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo

Museunmaleul halji
damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata

Maldo eopsi waseo

Verse 2:

Wae ireoke apeunji
wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde


Chorus 2:

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga



Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji
damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata


Chorus 3:
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga


Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo

Haneulman bogo unigga

Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata

Maldo eopsi waseo

Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom
jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga




English Translations:
Verse 1:
I shouldn’t have done that.

I should have pretended not to know.
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it.
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

Verse 2:
I should have run away.
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening.
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it.
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place.

Chorus:
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?


Verse 3:
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore,
and that you’re not here anymore otherwise,
it’ll be just the same like before.

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised.

Without a word, tears starts falling down.
Without a word, my heart is broken.
Without a word, I waited for love.
Without a word, love hurts me.