MY ADVOCACIES

The activities that I have participated and organized that are in line with my advocacies...

TRAININGS I'VE ATTENDED

The trainings, summits, conferences and other activities that I have attended...;

MY ADVENTURES

The places that I have been to, foods that I have tasted and things that I have discovered ...

MEETING PEOPLE

Very important people that I have met in conferences, summits, and other activities that I have joined in ...

Do i make you proud?

One of my friends itnroduced the song "Do I make you proud" by Taylor Hicks. The song is very nice. It reminds me of those people who helped me shine like a star.

Then, i've decided to make something out of the song..

This is a letter to all who have made positive changes in my life.

--oOo--

I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am

--oOo--

When the teacher asks a question, I really wouldn’t bother to think of an answer and raise my hand. I’d just remain silent, as if no one’s there, as if I am alone in a four-walled room.

And if an answer would pop out of my head, it would remain unspoken because I would never raise my hand and let myself be heard. Before answering, I would have second thoughts. Is my answer right or wrong? What if it’s wrong and everybody would laugh at me? Ah, that would really be embarrassing, especially that my crush is there. I couldn’t afford to commit a mistake in front of him, even though he really doesn’t give a damn about me.

Passive, an adjective that would describe me... before.

In group works, I’d just do the task that was assigned to me. I’d never complain, even though my assigned task is harder than the tasks that were assigned to the other members, because I fear that they would exclude me from the group.

Shy as I am, I don’t talk to someone I don’t know. Even a simple smile couldn’t be often. I wouldn’t utter a word.

Introvert, that’s what I am… before.

--oOo--


Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning


--oOo--


Then, you came.
You said that fear is just false evidence appearing real. You told me that I should not let my fear control me, that I should trust God because with him, I could reach the top.
You encouraged me to win a lot of friends.
You persuaded me to stand up on what I think is right, that I should not let myself belittled.
And you taught me how to stand up whenever I fall.


--oOo--


This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud?

--oOo--

You know what? I’ve changed a lot.
I now raise my hands and answer the teacher with confidence. And, I’m proud to tell you that I was the 4th Dean’s Lister last semester!
I now have lots and lots of friends who love and care for me.
I join a lot of community service and participate in nation building. One of our activities was even featured in the newspaper!
Now, I’m not afraid to speak out. I always want my voice to be heard.

--oOo--

I guess I've learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,

--oOo--


Now, I start to observe the things around me. I get curious on how this came up or how one thing is made. Because of this, I get to learn new things every day.
I know that I can reach the top, because you never lose faith in me. You are always there to catch me when I fall.


--oOo--

I've learned to love,
My selfish part of me,
And I've learned to
Walk on the road I believe.

--oOo--

I can now make decisions on my own. I now weigh things before saying or doing something. I can now be trusted with big responsibilities. I have grown!


--oOo--


Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

--oOo--


These are just few of the positive changes that you have made in my life. Let’s spend some time together! You’ll know the other changes that you have made, that I can’t put to words.


I love you and I miss you! =)

Carolinian Scholars Association (CASA)

“Kamustahan sa Scholars”, organized by the OSAP of the University of San Carlos, gathered the Carolinian scholars who are supported by government and private organizations. The event was held in the USC-TC Chapel last August 28, 2010 at 9AM.


as long as..

As long as the
Rain still reaches the ground, the
Waves still touches the shore,
I'd wrap you in my arms.

As long as the
Cloud kisses the mountains, the
River meets the sea,
I'd hold on to you.

As long as the
Sun shines at daytime, and the
Moon gives brightness at night,
I'm not letting go of you.

As long as I’m breathing,
And for as long as
We both shall live,
I will never let you go.

For as long as destiny permits,
Or even it prohibits
“Me and you"
I’m never ever gonna let you go.

"hahamakin lahat, masunod ka lamang.."



rain and tears

It’s raining hard tonight.
There is no presence of stars.
Darkness is everywhere I look.
I’m alone in the corner with no one to hold.

The wind’s so cold, I’m shivering.
And the thought of you leaving
Makes me shiver even more…
Shiver… in a bad way..

Your love isn’t giving me warmth.
Because you had no love for me at all.
That love that I’ve been longing since the day I loved you,
Is destined to be given to someone else, to someone you love.

Ugh.

It seems like the weather is sympathizing with me.
My tears keep flowing, and the rain won’t stop falling.

bad memories...

I feel depressed when I remember bad memories.
They make me wanna go back in time.
They make me wish that I did the right thing,
That I made the right move at the right time

Sometimes I want to have
An erase button in my brain
So that when I commit a mistake, I’d just push it
And the bad memory would just fade in a blink of an eye.

Yet, I can’t do anything but to move on.
I can’t lock myself up with the chains of the past.
I have to let go of it and face the present.
After all, bad memories are just memories.

Bad memories…

Why choose to remember them
When you can remember the good ones?


due to Ms. Abigail Domasin's demand

July 16, 2010
Friday
Microeconomics Class

Abi is really curious about what Roman and I talked about this morning. Due to Abi’s demand, here it is:

R: taas imoha[ng essay]?

V: uhm, 3 lines after sa half sa page ragud.

R: nah, ako, awa. (laughs)

V: (looks at R’s paper). Baaang. Grabeha pud nimo. (His essay didn’t went beyond half the page!)

R: lageh gamay kaayo. Mao raman ako mahinumduman. (laughs)

V: (in my mind) ah, syaro pud..

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We were asked to read our essays in class.

R: di nalang ko mubasa [sa akong work] oy

V: pag-sure oyy. Basa kunu.

R: gamay ani

V: ahw ikaw.

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He really didn’t read his essay.

Papers are collected.

R: ipass akoa[ng paper] bi.

I placed his work on top of mine.

R: ipa-ilawm oy. :)

V: cge go. (I was like, ka-demanding oy!)

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END.

That’s it Abi. Wala ra'to. Wala'y dapat ikasuya. =)