MY ADVOCACIES

The activities that I have participated and organized that are in line with my advocacies...

TRAININGS I'VE ATTENDED

The trainings, summits, conferences and other activities that I have attended...;

MY ADVENTURES

The places that I have been to, foods that I have tasted and things that I have discovered ...

MEETING PEOPLE

Very important people that I have met in conferences, summits, and other activities that I have joined in ...

You can’t ‘coz you won’t

By: Vernie Naraja
Written: March 17, 2012

Heart’s broken, soul’s crushed
You keep reminiscing
What both of you had.

What to do now? Where to go now?
You keep asking
What made you fall for him

You just…





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Believed in lies
Fell for his smiles
Drowned in the depths of his pretty eyes

Lived his kind of life
Forgetting what it’s like
To be the one you used to be

Gave everything he wanted
Just to make him glad
Pleased him in every way you can

But in return, what did he do?
He cheated on you
And made you feel blue

You’ve been wondering
Always have been
Despite all the pain, can you let go of him?

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I bet you can’t
I bet you won’t
He’s a part of you
The one you care the most

I bet you can’t
I bet you won’t
You love him so much
A love he can’t return

I bet you can’t
I bet you won’t
I know it without a doubt,
He’s the one you can’t live without.

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Sleepless nights, fading lights
Your keep crying
yourself to sleep

Life’s empty, heart’s weary
You keep wishing
You didn’t fall for him


But you still…

REPEAT (*, #)

The things we do for love

By: Vernie Naraja
Written: 8/4/11

I.
Love can make a fool of any man
‘tmakes you do the things you can’t
‘tmakes you chase the moon or catch the stars
or burn under the scorching heat of the summer sun.

II.
Love can make a fool of any man.
‘tmakes you do things you’ve never done
‘tmakes you run for her, your only one
despite the unbearable chills of the cold winter air.

III.
Love can make a fool of any man.
it’s what makes you walk miles for
it’s what makes you cross oceans for
‘tmakes you do what you think are impossible

IV.
Love can make a fool of any man.
You cannot undo the things you’ve done.
‘tcould take away your sanity, break you to pieces
and turn your life into a complete mess

V.
Doofuses of love we may be
But we can’t be blamed for
travails d’amour mes amis.




Hallways

by: Vernie Naraja
written: August 8, 2011


If by chance we meet
In the hallways,
I wonder what you think of
The moment you see me

Do you see a good old friend?
Or a past you have forgotten?
Do you see someone who’s been a part of your life?
Or a complete stranger, a nobody?

Do you have second thoughts of saying hello?
Or at least putting up a smile before you go?
Or you’re really busy to say anything
And just walk past me, ignoring me completely?

I really am wondering,
because I think of a lot of things
the moment I see you
if by chance we meet in the hallways.

I think of the busy days we’ve spent together;
all the errands we had to do just to meet deadlines;
the laughters we’ve shared despite all the left-handed compliments we’ve received;
the silly jokes and all the teasing.

I think of the soda I spilled in your notebook;
your very long to-do list;
your poignant words, your inspiring actions;
your accomplishments, your greatness.

I’d have second thoughts of saying hello
‘coz maybe you’ll ignore me if I do
I get preoccupied and think for minutes
but it’d only take seconds and you’re gone already.

what do you really think of
the moment you see me
if by chance we meet
in the hallways?


I need an answer.
I need you to answer.
I am really wondering.
It’s perturbing.

Just because years have long rested between us
Doesn’t mean we have to ignore each other.
And just so you know,
I miss you too.





Japanese Roads

Konichiwa Nihon!

It's my second time in Japan. And i've noticed more things than I have during my last year's sojourn in the land of the rising sun. I'll be blogging my observations from time to time.

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Silent, clean, organized--these words describe the roads in Japan.
Blowing of horns are seldom heard; free of pollution; very clean (i haven't seen even a small candy wrapper in the streets); there's NO TRAFFIC; and their road signs are amazing (see photos).


They have bicycle lanes and speed limit signs. (and i guess the lowest circle means "no stopping", im not that sure, I haven't confirmed it yet)

That sign probably means "no jaywalking" (not sure HEHE). We also have that in the Philippines but some of us don't bother following it, except when there's a CITOM officer around who's going to ask fees from those people who are not following traffice rules.
They can park their bicycles in a certain place. Do we have this at home? Probably not because majority of us ride jeepney in going to our places of destination.

In almost every corner of the streets, there are mirrors so that the driver who's going to pass the intersection will know if there's a car approaching.


They have smoking spots. Many of us smoke everywhere (except in Davao where smoking is prohibited). XD

I don't know if they're repairing the road or what. I just find it amazing to see Japanese people working (with machines making their work easier)



That's it for now. More observations will be posted soon. :)

Blogging 101: Introduction & Opportunities

Philippine National Academy Cadet Admission Test

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          About twenty-one thousand aspiring policemen took the Philippine National Police Academy (PNPA) Cadet Examination Test (CAT) yesterday, October 30, 2011 at the different testing centers all over the country.

            I was one of those who took the exam. We were required to be at the Apas National High School, the testing center for Cebu Province, at 7AM. On my way to the testing center, I have met another girl who’s also going to take the exam. When she said she brought all the requirements, I was a little worried. The applicants were to bring 2X2 picture, a black ballpen, a Mongol 2 pencil, a self-stamped window envelope and any proof of identification. I only knew about the requirements the night before the exam on facebook. I became a member of the PNPA facebook group page just the day before the exam.  It was not posted on the PNPA website, but the requirements were stated in the Notice of Examination. I have not received any NOE. What’s posted on the PNPA website is if we can see our names in the master list and we haven’t received any NOE, we should go to the testing center at 7AM on the examination day. So, I only brought the requirements that I can secure (2x2 picture, ballpen and pencil). 

When we arrived at the testing center, I found out that there were a lot of applicants who have no self-stamped envelope. After my NOE was given, my newly-found friend and I looked for a store that sells window envelopes and we found one. I bought five window envelopes (without stamps, they are only bought at the post office) and gave the extra four to those who have not bought. 

            Before an aspiring cadet can take the exam, PNPA cadets would measure his or her height. Sadly, those aspirants who have not reached the standard height [5’2” for females and 5’4” for males] were not allowed to enter the examination rooms. I was one of them, damn. We were instructed to wait for the Chief proctor. We waited for like an hour before they allowed us to enter. Pity.

The examination lasted for 3 hours; we started at 9:15AM and ended at 12:15PM. The exam tested our communication skills, logical and reasoning ability, knowledge in Math and Sciences, and in general information and current events, and our values and aptitude for the service. 

After the exam, I went directly to McDo to eat lunch. There, I took a little time to reflect.  Yes, they let me took the exam. But if I passed, I still have to undergo the medical examination where my height will be measured again. And I think I’m just 5’1”, so, apparently, I won’t be admitted to the academy.

I had a conversation with some of the exam takers in the afternoon. I had a chance to chat with a PNPA cadet who hid his identity on facebook [but I know his real name] as Anne Known because he wanted himself to be unknown to the members of the PNPA facebook page. 

his name speaks daw for the unknown



future underclass daw sabi nya..
aantayin mo 'ko sir? baka hindi tayo magkita. underheight ako eh. hahaha




my tagalog speaking skills unleashed!! hahaahah

 He said he was one of the proctors and that in their testing center, the papers of those who are underheight were marked DQ or disqualified. Harsh. Why did they let them take the exam when in the first place, they’re already disqualified? They’re just giving false hopes.

sakit!
In the exam, we were asked about our primary reason of entering into the academy, and my answer was TO MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD. Well, I took the exam to sate my brothers’ wants. I actually never planned to take it. 

Serving others has always been a passion, but I know I can serve my fellowmen in other ways; not solely by becoming a police officer. I’ve seen myself working in an NGO and initiating or participating programs for the betterment of the masses. Also, I’ve seen myself working in a law firm assisting a lawyer/s in defending the oppressed. I’m a girl with a noble character and a soft heart, they say. HAHAHA

sooo me :D

The examination results will be posted on the PNPA Website two or three months from now. Perchance, December or January. Whatever the result is, I will be happy.